Hey, ohh, let me tell you no.
Oh baby.
Trying to decide, trying to decide if I, really wanna go out tonight.
I never use to go out without you, I'm not sure I remember how to.
I'm gonna be late gonna be late but, all my girls gonna have to wait cause, I don't know if I like my outfit.
I tried everything in my closet.

Nothing feels right when I'm not with you, sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos.
Taking them off cause I feel a fool, trying to dress up when I'm missing you.
Ima step out of this lingerie, curl up in a ball with something Hanes.
In that I lay, with nothing but your t-shirt on.
Oh, with nothing but your t-shirt on.

Hey, gotta be strong gotta be strong but I'm, really hurting now that you're gone.
I thought maybe I'd do some shopping, but I didn't get past the door and, now I don't know now I don't know if I'm, ever really gonna let you go and I, couldnt even leave my appartment.
I'm stripped down torn up about it.

Trying to decide, trying to decide if I, really wanna go out tonight.
I couldn't even leave my appartment, I'm stripped down torn up about it.

Nothing feels right when I'm not with you, sick of this dress and these jimmy choos.
Taking them off cause I feel a fool, trying to dress up when I'm missing you.
Ima step out of this lingerie, curl up in a ball with something hanes.
In that I lay.

Hey hey, nothing feels right when I'm not with you.
Sick of this dress and these jimmy choos.
Taking them off cause I feel a fool, trying to dress up when I'm mising you.
Ima step out of this lengerie, curl up in a ball with something hanes.
In that I lay, with nothing but your t-shirt on.
In nothing but your t-shirt on,
In nothing but your t-shirt on.



JIA LING =D
I’m from the Victoria Junior College Choir. Was from Chung Cheng High and Maha Bodhi School. Music is my life and I love strawberries.






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my life is already just so screwed. and now there is this person who comes tagging at my board with my name. WTH? i just feel like cursing whoever you are. GO AWAY.





i'm like dead tired now . dead dead tired. but i've still got to mug scores .. =) i love choir. i love choir. i love choir.
selly helped me painted my nails blood red! hahs. when i scratched my face and looked and my fingers just now on stage, i totally freaked out. i thought i had blood on my hands .. hahs. cynthia did this "experiment" on my toe nail. hahs. =Pp
musical: LABOUR OF LOVE
8pm 2nd May wednesday at University Cultural Centre (NUS)
Those who wanna go message me!





hahs. tired tired tired. but somehow quite high leh. dont know why. bleh.
it was a long and terrible day for me yesterday. don't really want to talk about it. but, its not a sop thing!! but arh. i really think i cant really sing leh. hmm. i'm so sorry shuwei.
i went for blood donation! yeah! did a good deed! its not as pain as i thought it would be! yeah! and mine was like uber fast . about 20 mins faster than dawn's. hahs. cheerios!
rehearsal today at UCC! my first run was damn screwed lar. i did like quite alot of wrong stuff. but subsequent ones are better le. quite fun lar! cam whored. =Pp . the food is good man!! TOFU!!!!! i ate like PLENTY of TOFU!!! yeepee! and they had strawberry pastries for dessert!!! yumyum!! =)=) more more more!!





someone told me today. that i must be emotionally strong. but is it that easy?
i ponned 2 lectures again today! bleh. and i'm such a pig. ate so so much. anyway. i'm waiting for my piano teacher to reach. hahs. i just cut my hair!!! yeah! went with wayne and rayrin. bleh. my hair. but well. i look neater now! =) homework homework and more homework. i'll be skipping lessons, lessons and more lessons. due to the musical and choir and stuff. bleh.
COME FOR SOV 2007!





i wanna go to the beach and eat strawberries. =)





hahs. com lab again. i've been coming to the com lab quite frequently recently. hais. i hate this hectic life of mine. everything will be just fine if i don't have to study. i would love to go for rehearsals everyday and have choir everyday. it would be just great! but. in reality, that wouldn't happen to me. my parents. they won't let me be that girl i want to be. they're free and all, but come this this sorta matters, they won't give in. bleh. my life suck.
harmoc gave choir a card to wish us all well for SYF! thanks man! good luck for the harmoc people! including mei bo and geraldine from our class! their SYF's today! ALL THE BEST!
i as telling moomoo about my near death experience yesterday. she said its good lar, it'll make me cherish my life more. hopefully. i just wanna tell everyone i love them all, in case i lose my life later or tomorrow. *touches wood* but well. who knows what will happen the next moment. cherish. its a beautiful word. cherish everyone around you. =)=)





i almost got knocked down by a car. anyone who went to my house before, u'll know that at the busstop theres this zebra crossing right? hahs. when i alighted from the bus, i was crossing mar. then while i was walking halfway through the zebra crossing, this car just zoomed pass me lar. gosh. i almost die-ed.
so. went for rehearsals again today. to those who still don't know, i'll be singing/acting/dancing in this May Day musical "Labour of Love" hahs. so yar. rehearsals today ended earlier then usual. usually at this time, we would still be there. but yup! ending early is good news. so i was super hyper in the morning. but then afternoon, don't know what happened to me again, my sadness sunk in. bleh. horrible me. so. i was feeling sad, but i told ween that i don't know what i'm sad about. but actually, now, i think i realise what it is already. i think i do. and so, rayrin and wayne thought i was angry with them. but i was not lar! just a lil pissed. but well, hsuan hsuan was saying that i'm a damn cheerful girl, don't get sad or angry easily, cause i always smile. i don't think so! people who are uber close to me surely know. and i know it myself. i'm a damn sensitive one. bad bad. sometimes i wish i'm just dumb and slow and innocent. i won't have to bother that much anymore.
i was thinking about what dot and zp told me in the beginning of the year. we were in mountbatten CC's toilet, after we played badminton. i was telling them i like VJ alot alot, cause everyone's so nice to me, then i treat everyone equally nice. then they said. "don't be too nice to everyone. some may just take you for granted." i didn't believe it at first, but i guess i do now. it hurts when you try to speak in a conversation, but everyone just ignores you. occasionally, someone might reply you cause u have repeated it for like a least 3 times. it hurts when nobody asks you if you wanna go out for lunch, cause they just assumed that you will tag along. it hurts when some people treats you as if you're invisible, cause sometimes you would want some attention too. it just hurts. alot alot.
its a bad day. i almost lost the necklace zp bought for me for my birthday. i was damn sad, searching for it while i was doing the dance. luckily, shikin found it for me. I LOVE YOU!!! i will never every wear that necklace to rehearsal. it's one of my most treasured.
i love my secondary school mates. =)=) ^^





hais. today was really bad bad for me. i vomitted in the morning, after the first warm-up. i practically just chionged my way out to the toilet. i just puked out my breakfast. bad. and so, i didnt sing. leh. it always feels horrible not to be able to sing. then during small group. i felt terribly bad to freddy. cause the sops we were getting out notes cleared and wasnt listening to him. SORRY! ohkay. so. during small group, i went to puke again. bleh. horrible horrible.
i didnt have lunch, no appetite lar. then during mr kwei's practice at siglap, i didnt sing. half way through, my stomach started growling. hahs. lol. sign that i'm fine already.
yeah! we had soup spoon for dinner!!! yumyum!!! hahs. then went for rehearsals. i'm like super enthu for dance today! hope my energy can remain for the 12 hours tomorrow =)
once again. COME FOR SOV 2007!!!!





gosh. what a tiring day. just reached home lar. hais. really really tired. recording was somewhat fun. but we started from 3 till 11.30 leh. gosh. my voice is so gonna run away from me again. =(
we went to bugis there eat the dessert Debbie mentioned the other time. really very very nice!! especially the strawberry ice!!! yumyum! hahs. I LOVE STRAWBERRIES!!!!
most importantly, CONGRATS TO CHUNG CHENG CHOIR!!!!! ITS A GOLD. and its good enough! i'm so PROUD of you guys!!!! yeah!!! happy happy.
i'm so gonna fall asleep soon. how i wish there are 48 hours a day. i'll have time to do the whole mountain of homework i haven't done, and sing as much as i want, polish my techniques and learn better ones, sleep as if i don't have to wake up anymore. how i wish... wish u were there for me.





Happy Birthday WEI YI looloo!!!
hahas. its a fine and nice day today. at least for now. we had the live ad for SOV just now during assembly. they said it was not bad. so yup. hahs. yeah! i thought it wasn't really good though. but well. its over. people! COME FOR SOV 2007!!! hahs.
Chung Cheng's gonna have their SYF really soon. like about half an hours later. but here i am, in the com lab. Cause i'm gonna have mock spa later! can't pon lar. bleh. JIA YOU people!!!
so Debbie brought the Once On This Island book to school! yeeps! we had a little singing in the choir room before she went for her GP lessons! yeah! nice day starting with nice singing!!! its gonna be a good day for me!!! yupyup! hahs. the photocopy shop is closed cause they are printing exam papers. I'll go there later! can't wait to have my own copy of that book! cheerios!
I'm like so so so excited about the recording later! yeah!!! get to leave school early! yupyup!
off to do my trigo assignment. hahs.
Freddy's water soluble stamp with "fred frog" on it is like spreading on that small area of my arm. hahs. so weird. =Pp





HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEBBIE!!
yeah!! hahs. half-day today! thanks to the cross country and wushu people who won champs! yup! pon assembly again. to do the stupid GP compre. bleh. dont really like GP actually. so yup. dismissed at 11. so went back chung cheng to see my dear juniors! hhas. many many VJ people went back today. i saw many many teachers. i miss chung cheng alot alot! JIAYOU people! you guys can do it! and so, after the uber long stay at chung cheng, i sort of had to rush for rehearsals at NTUC again! i was late by 10 mins, but well, as usual, they started late again. yen yu was there to watch Debbie(the birthday girl), Lydia came to sing with us for the last song! hahs. evonne's gonna come too! yeeps! hahs. and yeah! i get to leave school early tomorrow for recording! and its the 10 noms live ad at assembly tomorrow too!! yeeps! organ fugue! and i'm gonna sing the ALTO 2 part! i miss being in alto 2! so everyone! COME FOR SOV 2007!





i just reached home! bleh. i've got loads of work to do. sad. i was talking with abel on the phone, i miss chung cheng so much! i'm damn sad that i can't go watch them on friday to watch their SYF! =( so i'm going back tomorrow to see them =) yeeps. but still gotta rush down for rehearsals again.
oh ya. just now during choir, xuanxuan and i were walking to the toilet. then we saw this uber cool car!! gosh, its like black and pink. and there are strawberry shortcake prints on both sides of the window, and there is a strawberry shortcake softtoy and cushion and a strawberry tissue cover! damn cute!! i want that car! hahs.
i miss carolling times. just now at dinner with freddy, nova, franny, xy, wayne, heli, rayrin, we started singing in ajisen. hahs. sang musical songs. i got carried away, so i started singing at my usual volume. hahs. and we sang carols on our way out. I LOVE CAROLS! they are the nicest and most pleasant to sing! i can't wait for carolling this year!! yeah!





omg. i'm in the com lab now. bleh. skipped PE to do the bloody stupid PI. now moomoo and the TOOT is beside me now. lucky i ponned lar. they had to run FIVE rounds before playing tennis. eeww. i hate running. ohkay. there's this new student in our class. her name's JEWEL. so interesting. i realised our class has many many interesting names. Hong Dou(red bean), Da Cheng(big orange). hahahha. many many more. hahs. bleh. i had i super hard time trying to print my PI lar!! gosh so embarassing. me and kai xin was walking around the com lab, trying to find a usable com. hahs. they must have found us irritating, making so much noises. anyway. i LOVE my CLASS!!!! i feel ever so relaxed with them, unless we're mugging or something. i just don't feel the sadness. unlike when i'm with them, i feel forgotten, left out, alone. i don't know. bleh. i had a bad start in the day. bad bad bad. have to go rush for math tutorial le. i'm so gonna die. didnt do my AP tutorial. =(





COME FOR VJ CHOIR CONCERT: SYMPHONY OF VOICES 2007!!! tickets priced $21 at ESPLANADE on 15th MAY 2007!!





well! happy day today! yeeps! i ponned econs and math tutorial to study for the chem lecture test. gosh. it was still terribly bad. cause my 4 periods was totally not productive. ended up slacking. the test it damn tough lar!! if i pass, it must be a miracle. bleh. awful.
yeah! went for free ice cream at suntec's ben and jerry's booth! yumyum!! i had cookies and cream, but i wanted strawberry cheesecake though. out of stock =( wayne, rayrin, lixuan, sherwin, jeremy ho, xian yong, shi xuan went. hahs. but i feel totally bad. cause i had to rush home for piano lesson. causing sherwin to be unable to have dinner with us. sorry!!





i've been trying really really hard. trying really hard to be happy. but why just can't i? its always like that. i get all hyped up in the morning. but just the slightest moment, what i see or what i hear, my energy just drains out of my body. my body just can't seem to work like normal anymore. i can't walk properly, i can't laugh like usual. to people, i appear emo. yup. i get all sad and stuff, start to think about everything. feel like crying. i don't really know what's wrong with me. that's my problem. i don't even know why i get affected due to teenie weenie stuff that wouldn't affect me in the past. i think i'm going crazy.
well, at least my day wasn't that bad. at least its not the worst. it was a little relaxing. the short period of time walking out of school to the busstop with alphonsus. i didn't feel stressed at all. complaining to him about me being stressed. hahs. and the stars. bleh. how did he know about the musical?!?



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