Hey, ohh, let me tell you no.
Oh baby.
Trying to decide, trying to decide if I, really wanna go out tonight.
I never use to go out without you, I'm not sure I remember how to.
I'm gonna be late gonna be late but, all my girls gonna have to wait cause, I don't know if I like my outfit.
I tried everything in my closet.

Nothing feels right when I'm not with you, sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos.
Taking them off cause I feel a fool, trying to dress up when I'm missing you.
Ima step out of this lingerie, curl up in a ball with something Hanes.
In that I lay, with nothing but your t-shirt on.
Oh, with nothing but your t-shirt on.

Hey, gotta be strong gotta be strong but I'm, really hurting now that you're gone.
I thought maybe I'd do some shopping, but I didn't get past the door and, now I don't know now I don't know if I'm, ever really gonna let you go and I, couldnt even leave my appartment.
I'm stripped down torn up about it.

Trying to decide, trying to decide if I, really wanna go out tonight.
I couldn't even leave my appartment, I'm stripped down torn up about it.

Nothing feels right when I'm not with you, sick of this dress and these jimmy choos.
Taking them off cause I feel a fool, trying to dress up when I'm missing you.
Ima step out of this lingerie, curl up in a ball with something hanes.
In that I lay.

Hey hey, nothing feels right when I'm not with you.
Sick of this dress and these jimmy choos.
Taking them off cause I feel a fool, trying to dress up when I'm mising you.
Ima step out of this lengerie, curl up in a ball with something hanes.
In that I lay, with nothing but your t-shirt on.
In nothing but your t-shirt on,
In nothing but your t-shirt on.



JIA LING =D
I’m from the Victoria Junior College Choir. Was from Chung Cheng High and Maha Bodhi School. Music is my life and I love strawberries.






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i'm playing anagrammatic now. haha. damn fun word game.
TPJC choir concert was good. better than MJ's i felt. dunno lar. hahs.
yeah. and yeah! i cut my hair. together with rayrin wayne xianyong and novabelle(who layered her hair) hahs.
beach. i love the beach. but i hate the ants on the beach at east coast park.
i still remember in when i was still in primary school, i went to australia. gold coast. the beach , the sand there was like damn damn nice. they glimmer in the light. i miss it. i want a nice sandy beach to lie on. with him. =)=)=)





hahs. super unproductive day today. bleh
slept. ate. cleared my room. slept again. cleared more stuff out of my room. waiting for dinner. going to clean room so that people who are coming to stayover will have a clean and un-dusty feeling. hahs. bleh. i don't even know if my piano teacher is coming today. hahs.hope not. i just messaged her to come on friday morning. don't know if she'll see the message. hahs.
tomorrow's choir again. hahs. then TPJC concert. concerts concerts and more concerts.
ohkay. i just received her reply! friday 11 am. friday. strings concert. hahs.

i feel empty.
its just one day without you.





went for AC choir concert just now.
hahs. i like the song anima christi.
it wasn't as good as i expected.
but still great.
just not much impact on me.
in the program booklet. under one of the songs : Vem Kan Segla Forutan Vind, a poems written.

Who can sail without the wind?
Who can row without oars?
Who can part from a friend beloved without shedding tears?

I can sail without the wind.
I can row without oars.
Yet not part from a friend beloved without shedding tears.

this probably explains my tears.

is it just plain infatuation?
i don't know.
still confused.





hahs. gosh.
i just spent like more than 200 dollars today. 2 pairs of jeans 2 tops and some facial products.
well. with zhaopei and guo hao. relaxed =) and we went to watch POC.
tired tired tired.
can't wait for AC choir concert tomorrow! hahs.
bon voyage to those going for the NZ trip!





i know its late. but. yup. here i am. =)
went to the beach. i totally love it. had quite a great time. =) yumyum strawberries =)=)=)
band concert was great. i didnt know zheng han could play the saxophone so well lar. my primary schoolmate . hahs. he did the sway solo. oh my. damn good. alphonsus was great too! its my first ever band concert and its such a great experience. yeah! but fah jin was like asking me. do u feel emo after listening. i was like. not really leh. i should? but after thinking for awhile, actually quite lar. but i don't get it why. maybe i'm not good listening to bands.their conductor's great. =)
i'm so looking forward to going out with zp and gh etc on sunday! yeeps! HAPPY!
to moomoo: you stupid girl, where got can go tokyo but don't feel like going one? i want also don't have =( buy lotsa presents! =)=)
choir tomorrow. i should sleep early. nights.

confused no more.
but.
i don't like the truth.





tired tired tired ..
last day of school for me! yeeps! slacking day somemore. no gp. econs was as usual damn slack. math lect was ... bio was. hahhahhahs. damn high lar. me and wenlin practically went crazy! hahs.
so. went for MJ choir concert! yeah. heard AHS and TKSS . but TKSS was quite disappointing. i expected alot more. yup. i still believe they are good lar. the SYF recording was damn good. i love the sops. =)=)=) so. yeah. MJ choir concert! well done weiyi yanxuan and my dear charlotte!!! ^^

i am confused.
i don't know how you feel.
i don't even know my feelings.
confused once more.





hahah. its a happy day i guess. at least it ended happy for me.
i kept practicing playing the guitar! hahs. improving! cheers! i finished my zuo ye! yeeps! i did my yan yu test! lao shi looked so happy and satisfied when she saw me outside the staffroom doing the test. hahs.
after school, me rr wayneee xuanxuan went to parkway. then jia ming joined us. they going for shrek 3 premier! so lucky! hahs. but yvonne better lar, go for POC premier. lucky people. so left me rr and wayne lar. as usual. i was taking a long time to finish my ban mian. they keep giving me pressure lar! gosh. hahs. we went to coldstorage. (si si si como. si si si colgate. si si si cold storage. ... hahas. xuan will know what it means.=Pp) so cold storage. rr bought me strawberries! yeah! yum! and we bought this drink. hahs. ANYTHING. lol. damn funny. mine and wayne's was this sprite taste-a-like thingy. rr's was this coke taste-a-like thingy. bleh. and we stupidly waited for the shuttle bus to bedok which is only available on weekends and public holidays! hahs. so. yeah! its a happy day!
my dear debbie's gonna lend me one of her three guitars! yeah! happy happy!then i can practice at home too! yeah! hahs. i love my debbie!!
off to study spa and do my disgusting zuo wen. bleh. i hate spa . and i hate writing zuo wen with topics i dont like to write on.
but its still a happy day afterall! =)=)=) i love strawberries !

i hope this will last.





hahs, yeah!! got my macbook! i'm using it NOW!
anyway. CONGRATS to the new exco member! pres: JING JIE! vice-pres: RIBBON! secretary:MEL! treasurer: ANTHONY! gam: SHERWIN!
yeah! to those who are concerned, i'm FINE. really. i sort of expected it. that's why i wasn't really excited or worried that i won't be in the exco.
yup.
enough of elections thingy. yeah! i learnt another song from Debbie! my favourite singer! CARRIE UNDERWOOD's don't forget to remember me! yeah! hahs.
i really hope i can perfect those nice guitar songs. hahs.
off to do my 3 zuo wen and 3 zuo ye! ciao!

i don't wanna love you.
it'll be hard.
cause your heart is there.
but can i choose not to?





haha. com lab again! ponned bio lecture to do PW. hahs. i hope everything goes on smoothly from now on. =)
i just killed a bee outside choir room. bleh. poor bee. i was saying BYE to the guitar pres then there was a loud crunching sound. the bee is dead. i didn't see it there lar! then he told me it was still struggling on the ground then i stepped on it. so. i buried it in front of the choir room. isabelle helped me. thanks dear. we sang amazing grace for it. =)
i can play more songs on the guitar now! yeah! although all of them aren't smooth. hahs. choppy here and there. hahs. i can do the intro of more than words(xuanxuan taught me!), intro of qing tian, stand by me, happy birthday(wayneeee taught me) !! yeah! and my fingers are hurting now. =( but i like!! =)=)=)
well. it was a uber packed weekend. friday- Temasek JC choir concert. i love the sound of their tenors. saturday- Harmoc concert. it's nice lar, but got a lil boring after a few songs cause it all sounds the same. sunday- Phantom of The Opera. damn nice lar. but my view sucked. can't really see the expression on the actors' faces. i swear i'm gonna watch it again next time. with a good view. Hopefully in London. while watching, i wished i was acting in it or just involved in it somehow. such a wonderful cast and great setting. i love phantom's voice. =)=)
Back to do PW, and later got chinese test! eeww. hahs. its exco election's day today! jiayou to all my fellow 10noms!! =)=)
and i'm getting my macbook today!!!! yeahyeah!!! and i'm going to the dentist! hahs. and its jing jie's birthday!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JING JIE!!





OHKAY. i was damn high today lar! like totally! cause i can finally like SING! my voice sort of recovered. yeah yeah! and suddenly. like now. i just realised i forgot to take my medicine. but who cares. i'll go drink that disgusting chinese medicine after i finish typing this post.
Yeah! soup spoon! i love soup spoon! but i still miss the cheese brocolli i drank the first time i went there with mel. its like the best lar. but sadly, i only found out two weeks ago that it was only available for a month. chef's special. hahs. then we went to esplanade roof terrace! and we sang a birthday song for this guy called WILLY! hahs. Happy Birthday!
Something happened on my way home. it made me sad. hurt me. but everything's fine now.
to the other person: you know who you are. I STILL LOVE YOU. YOU ARE CHERISHED BY ME. no matter how long it'll take, i'll wait. =)=)
and again. to TICKLISH! I LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH! talking to you always makes me happy! =) =) don't forget my presents from NZ!





SOV was a blast! Thanks for those who came! Selly, Raymond, Serene(Neighbour!), Cindy! And zp, dot, shane, gw! my classmates from S36! and juniors from Chung Cheng! yeah! love you guys!
i thought for some of the seniors, it would be their last performance with us. i was as so emotional, so sad that they would be leaving us. but sindhu told me. there's still syf presentation mar. and still can see each other in school. it made me felt better. really. but i really hope they'll go to pataya. i will miss TICKLISH so much, though we haven't really talked alot recently.i will miss those year 2s whom i've had great times together last year! though some of them not very close le. =(
i was so tired and sick that i almost die-ed. so i didn't go to school! hahs. if i went, i would have died.
its a great day at home. i spent most of my time sleeping. hahs.
can't wait for phantom! yeah! we shared the same backstage corridor! some of them saw the phantom lar! so lucky! hahs. =)=)=)





com lab again. =( i feel damn depressed and bad. =(
that's what friends are for? i don't know.
i'm sick. and that stupid principal's making me feel even worse.
the performing arts ccas have worked so so so hard.
coming back to school and public holidays and sundays.
we dont even get a half day or full day!
all he cares about are the sports cca.
we even have to share a full day with them.
bleh.
i think my life sucks.
i just wanna die like NOW.
the stupid MooMoo made me go for econs tutorial.
SORRY to you. i'm really sorry.





GOLD WITH HONOURS! YEAH! =D=D=D
Come for SOV 2007. 15th May 2007. 7.30pm at Esplanade. Tickets priced $21, $32, $42.





yes oh my. dear wayneeee. recover please!
something really sway happened. bleh. we have to redo our pw. when i did my EoM till like 3+ am yesterday night. gosh. so sad.
I miss secondary school life. I LOVE all the gatherings at Shane's house, all the vodka-ing, the drummings, the pool games, the movies, the late night chats at macdonalds, the soccer watching at tampines, the mugging times, the makan-ing, the shopping with my bestest friends ZhaoPei and Dorotthy! i miss you guys!





haha. yeah. finally updating. =Pp finally found time. so musical's over now. i sort of have this post musical blues. i miss all the rehearsals, everyone over there, my girlfriends, the nice buffet with alot of tofu, the fruit tips and mentos from the men in blacks.and cam whoring! just miss everyone from LOL. i read the messages and well, tears just "bloop bloop", dropped from my eyes. hais. i miss everything. can't wait for the celebration on sat! yeah! anyway. i met Al today! hahs. was at orchard with moomoo to get AC sweater for dot, go look at apple shop(macbook here i come!), kino! hahs. had a nice nice chat with him. =)
so. tomorrow's SYF. finally. i hope everything will go well, and everything MUST go well. GWH and TOP CHOIR! jiayou everyone!
i totally agree with what yu ting said today. Choir is like our full time job, studying is just a part time in school. How i wish that is really the case. i just wanna sing sing sing and sing everyday. no studying no nothing. my world will so rock! =) i know. fat hope. but well....
i feel bad now. i'm beginning to dislike this someone. i feel lost. i feel alone. i'm learning to be emotionally satisfied. i know you guys are there for me. but i still feel that way. cause physically, i'm left alone, most of the time.
5th of May is BIMBO DAY for Novabelle, Cherissa, Alena, Melodie and Me! but i found out today that 5th May is Japan and Korea's Childrens' Day! haha.



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