Hey, ohh, let me tell you no.
Oh baby.
Trying to decide, trying to decide if I, really wanna go out tonight.
I never use to go out without you, I'm not sure I remember how to.
I'm gonna be late gonna be late but, all my girls gonna have to wait cause, I don't know if I like my outfit.
I tried everything in my closet.

Nothing feels right when I'm not with you, sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos.
Taking them off cause I feel a fool, trying to dress up when I'm missing you.
Ima step out of this lingerie, curl up in a ball with something Hanes.
In that I lay, with nothing but your t-shirt on.
Oh, with nothing but your t-shirt on.

Hey, gotta be strong gotta be strong but I'm, really hurting now that you're gone.
I thought maybe I'd do some shopping, but I didn't get past the door and, now I don't know now I don't know if I'm, ever really gonna let you go and I, couldnt even leave my appartment.
I'm stripped down torn up about it.

Trying to decide, trying to decide if I, really wanna go out tonight.
I couldn't even leave my appartment, I'm stripped down torn up about it.

Nothing feels right when I'm not with you, sick of this dress and these jimmy choos.
Taking them off cause I feel a fool, trying to dress up when I'm missing you.
Ima step out of this lingerie, curl up in a ball with something hanes.
In that I lay.

Hey hey, nothing feels right when I'm not with you.
Sick of this dress and these jimmy choos.
Taking them off cause I feel a fool, trying to dress up when I'm mising you.
Ima step out of this lengerie, curl up in a ball with something hanes.
In that I lay, with nothing but your t-shirt on.
In nothing but your t-shirt on,
In nothing but your t-shirt on.



JIA LING =D
I’m from the Victoria Junior College Choir. Was from Chung Cheng High and Maha Bodhi School. Music is my life and I love strawberries.






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the noodle man gave us noodles. hahahahaha . moo's nick. lol
and ya. i have one big bag of instant noodles in my room now. rarrr! i dont really like instant noodles.
i'm tired. but i wanna finish the book and finish watching the shows. sians.
i dont want choir to be at 9.30. tired tired tired.
i suddenly wanna grow some plants. lol. when i saw the cherry seed i spit out after i ate the cherry, i suddenly have the urge to plant it somewhere. haha. lol.
i hate to carry bulky stuff and walk around in crowds.

i dont hate crowds actually.
its good to walk in crowds.
no one actually notices you in a crowd.
i want him who can forever not lift his eyes off me.
who can find me wherever i am.
find me in the sea of ordinary people.
to him i'm not.



lol. if it makes sense.





what a siansss day. sian to the max lar. haha. lol.just not exciting.
finally. it was the LAST paper. not last lar. hmm. still got chinese tomorrow. but who cares? its CHINESE. haha.
yar. so we went out. it was sian sian sian. but we had fun with the capsule machine!! yeahs!!
CAPSULES ARE DAMN CUTE! and fred gets a present.haha.
i'll upload the cute photos of my capsules when i get my phone fixed or when i get my new cam! yeahs!! i want sony T20!
and yeah!! MUJI MUJI MUJI MUJI! i havent been to MUJI for super long!! got my STRAWBERRY marshmallows!! yeahs!!! and my triple chocolate crunch(dot's fav) from marks and spencer!
and yeah!! i saw SERENE(neighbour!), tracy, rachel hoon with some vj choir seniors. one of them is caroline. the other i don't know the name. haha!
lol.
don't you think capsule stations are damn exciting?
you insert the coins and woo! it gets super exciting.
you anticipate to get one of the toys you want.
if you don't get it, you'll feel super disappointed.
but if what you want comes out of that small little tunnel, you'll just scream with joy!
its damn exciting. haha.





sians. to the max. hais.
i hope i can at least get an S for chem tomorrow. cause it will really be quite embarrassing to get 4 Us. hais.
i just so regret.
after pataya, i'll really start to get myself organised.
revision every night, practice my piano pieces and SCALES.eww., to reorganise and revamp my room, and regular facials to take away all the ugly pimples and pores on my face. hais. and of course to sleep well too! like ORGANISED.
how i wish there were 48 hours in a day. then i'll be able to do what i want. like i can really do what i want everyday. a few hours to study, few hours to practice, a few hours for video-ing, take my time to bathe, many many hours to sleep like a PIG.
hais.

you know. just random.
its better to watch movies in a big group. =)





mid years suck.
i totally regret not studying.
GP sucked. Econs sucked more. BIO sucked more more more.
Bio was horrible.
actually econs is as bad as bio. but I LOVE BIO. so i feel damn bad.
I'm so gonna pia for promos le. after mid-years.
ohkay. i'm gonna try to study for math.
JIAYOU!





MY BAD. DIstracted once again.

Your True Love Is a Pisces

Why you'll love a Pisces: Selfless and intuitive, you are perfect for a Pisces that lives to love you. You're sensitive enough to appreciate and explore the deep emotions of a Pisces. Why a Pisces will love you: You're generous and totally giving in relationships, something Pisces demands. You are also dreamy enough to get lost in fantasy with Pisces, but realistic enough to stay grounded.

Guys Like That You're Sensitive

And not in that "cry at a drop of a hat" sort of way You just get most guys - even if you're not trying to Guys find it is easy to confide in you and tell you their secrets No wonder you tend to get close quickly in relationships!

BIO!





OHKAY. i was bored again. hahaa

Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will only have one true love. You've been deeply wounded in the past, and you're still recovering from that hurt. It's important to you that your lover is very attractive. You like to have someone to show off. In fights, you are able to walk away and calm down. You are able to weather the storm. You have a hard time ending relationships, even if the other person says it's over.

i haven't even had a relationship.

You Are A Blue Girl

Relationships and feelings are the most important things to you. You are empathetic and accepting - and good at avoiding conflict. If someone close to you is in pain, it makes you hurt as well. You try to heal the ones you love with your kind and open heart.

i like blue. but i love pink more. BUT. the blue on the icon is super nice!! =)=)

Your Love Song Is

Wonderwall by Oasis "I'm sure you've heard it all before But you never really had a doubt I don't believe that anybody feels The way I do about you now" You know what you want - but does that person want you?

=)

Ohkay. Back to BIO. FIGHTING!





According to the rules of the theme:People who are tagged should write a blog post of 7 weird things about them as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose 7 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says 'You are tagged' in their comments and tell them to read your blog."

ohkay . lol thanks to freddy.

1. i snap a few times when i need to concentrate especially when i'm studying. (but it doesnt really work when something very very distracting is distracting me. haha.)

2. I'm extremely sensitive. haha. causing me to be very very emotional i guess. very extreme. i will be VERY sad or VERY happy et cetera.

3. I infer alot alot from minute minute things. for example. nono's nick. i crazily thought that when she puts fireworks in front of her nick. it means she likes someone. LOL. then hohoho asked."then caps how?", so i said. "it means she like someone alot alot!" haha. lol

4. same as freddy. i actually bother to do this. i used to forward those chain messages which says smth bad will happen to you if you don't forward it. and i still do. haha. recently i just opened a post on my friendster bulletin. and i actually bothered to repost it. afraid that i won't have a boyfriend or smth. BLEH.

5. I like softtoys even though they are not practical as presents. I LOVE HUGE SOFTTOYS!! *hinthint* and i like to recieve cards, notes, letters, small presents. haha. but i love to give presents too! especially when i feel slightly more loaded than normal.

6. I LOVE STRAWBERRIES because they are sweet and sour at the same time. it explains how i feel. like sometimes you actually feel happy but a little sad. but you don't know how to tell a person the mixture of feelings, cause most of the time. the other party don't actually understand.

7. I LOVE TO PLAY THE PIANO, but i hate to play it when my teacher starts making me play the exam pieces. i'll just boycott the piano. haha. sightread every lesson. ironic huh? and i hate to play pieces i don't like. there was one time, my teacher made me play this horrible duet with her. it sounds damn bad lar. i just throwed my tantrum. and anyhow bang the piano. she was so shocked. hahaha.


NOW. people who are going to be tagged. =)=)=) have fun!

wayne
wanting
Jason
Isabelle
Maymay
Shuwei
Claris

=)=)

ANyway. goong S is nice to watch! haha.





原來愛情這麼傷
詞曲:彭學斌 制作:馬玉芬

我睜開眼睛 卻感覺不到天亮
東西吃一半 莫名其妙哭一場
我忍住不想 時間變得更漫長
別與你有關 否則又開始胡思亂想
我日月無光 忙得不知所以然
找朋友交談 其實卻幫不上忙
以為會習慣 有你在才是習慣
你曾住在我心上　現在空了一個地方
原來愛情這麼傷　比想像中還難
淚水總是不聽話 幸福躲起來不聲不響
太多道理太牽強 道理全是一樣
說的時候很簡單 愛上後卻陣腳大亂
只想變的堅強 强到能夠去忘
無所謂悲傷 只要學會抵抗
原來愛情這麼傷
原來愛情是這樣 這樣峰迴路轉
淚水明明流不乾 瞎了眼還要再愛一趟
有一天終於打完 思念的一場戰
回過頭再看一看
原來愛情那麼傷
下次還會不會這樣

this is a nice nice song by liang yong qi.keely sang it for campus superstar(wasn't exactly very good. i think she screwed it up a lil. i believe she is much much better one. like i heard her at musicfest auditions.)
yup. so this is a nice song. but sadsad.





it's good to see you happy.

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY! =D=D

I LOVE MUMMY!!! =D=D

i'm thinking positively =)

(the above for sentences has no link. haha.)





COPE FroM wayne's blog come and do one. damn sian at studying. especially after bio tuition>> i totally didnt understand lar. DNA replication. lol. i havent even read through any of my notes for bio. and i didnt attend any bio lectures since 583876457 years ago.

Your Love Element Is Earth

In love, you have consistency and integrity. For you, love is all about staying grounded and centered. You attract others with your zest for life and experiences. Your flirting style is defined by setting the scene, creating a unique moment in time. Steady progress and stability are the cornerstones of your love life. You may take things too slowly, but you never put your heart at risk. You connect best with: Fire Avoid: Wood You and another Earth element: need each other too much to build a good foundation

Your Dominant Intelligence is Musical Intelligence

Every part of your life has a beat, and you're often tapping your fingers or toes. You enjoy sounds of all types, but you also find sound can distract you at the wrong time. You are probably a gifted musician of some sort - even if you haven't realized it. Also a music lover, you tend to appreciate artists of all kinds. You would make a great musician, disc jockey, singer, or composer.

cool. i love music!

Never Date a Leo

Dramatic, egotistical, and emotional - a Leo is way too high maintenance for you! And forget about a quick fling with an alluring Leo. It's either everything or nothing with this sign! Instead try dating: Virgo, Capricorn, Pisces, or Cancer

when willl my mr right appear? hmm.

You are a Rocker Girl!

If you don't have musical talent, you've got a talent for picking out great CD's. Music rules your life - and you've got the best MP3 collection of anyone you know. Many guys find you intimidating, but a select few think you're the catch of a lifetime. Start hanging out in more used record stores, and you'll find love with a fellow rocker!

i don't reallly listen to rock though.

Reeses Peanut Butter Cups

Very popular, one of you is not enough.

I totallly like to eat this lar. can't really find in singapore. my aunt bought a packet of it from america last time. just wish someday i go shopping in some supermarket and can find it lying there.=D=D Moomoo tried to find for me but can't =( =(

What Your Favorite Color Pink Says About You:

Blissful --- Content --- Romantic Idealistic --- Expressive --- Artistic Funny --- Quirky --- Individualistic

I love pink! but i'm not bimbo!

You Are a Beagle Puppy

Cheerful, energetic, and happy go lucky. And you're sense of smell is absolutely amazing!

Your Love Is Represented By a Pink Rose

You see love as something that should be light, fun, and whimsical. People fall in love with you easily. And you tend to fall out of love easily! You express your love through attention and shared experiences. You love people more than they realize.

i don't think love its light. not true. but. yup. i love people more than they realise. =)









HEYHEY!!! notice anything different about me?!? haha!! BRACES OUT!!!
OMG! . i totally did what MEL told me to do. to lick my teeth immediately. and woah. it felt like marble man! wooh! AND. my teeth feels so so so so so BIG!! haha. yeaH!! cool! =)=)=)=) yeah. off to have my dinner!





i'm going to the airport to study later. and after that at 7, I"M GOING TO TAKE OUT MY BRACES!!! yeepss!!! haha!!! yeah!! cheers!!!

=)=)=)





From , Tada, kimi wo aishiteru

I just want to love the person whom the person i love, loves.





范逸臣 - Love Story

愛的故事有很多 你一定聽過
他們說 最美的愛情像湖泊

美的忍不住停留
而任性的風 吹過了
卻飄下一片片 葉落

放開手 往北方走
留下
傷心的樹 獨自忍受

你離開我連一句話都不說
只默默看著今晚天空 星光閃爍

看今夜的流星 劃過了天際
笑我的心
我無法再冷靜 請你要傾聽
你是我的唯一

我不願去相信 我們之間
隔著海洋的距離
我的愛 已溶化
在空氣裡





a hug or a pat on the head will do.





i'm telling myself.
i'm being too sensitive.
don't think that much.
i'm hurt.
my heart just aches when i see that.
is that the truth?
i don't know.





I'm going crazy.





i can't make it for math tutorial tomorrow. =( i have choir.
sectionals at 8 then combine female chorus at 9.30 at siglap. great.
i had alot of things to blog about. i was like thinking on the bus. but i forgot all of them. sadsad. =( bleh.
i saw a stufftoy today at ang mo kio hub! haha. damn cute! there's two of them. one looks like vanvan! haha. rayrin insists that the other one is cuter. but i think both cute lar. i'm so gonna buy it if i have spare cash. which i highly doubt i will. haha. and in that same shop. there are many cute note books and schedule books and memos. i bought this super cute bear post its. i thought it was quite overpriced. but i still bought it in the end. haha.
went to see mr ng today! he's still as handsome and charismatic. haha. =)=) we bought a birthday cake for him. =)=)=)
Mong's birthday party! haha. yeah. sang quite alot! quite fun! and i realised that my bridging skills, still sucks. haha.

him.





WELCOME HOME MUMMY!!=)=)
i love tofu! =)=)
tomorrow i'm gonna see MR NG!!! =)=)
its mong's birthday party tmr!! =)=)

recently keep singing this song by 龔詩嘉.

我想念去年的冬天
下著雪的那一夜
你給的溫柔　緊握的雙手
溫暖整個寒冬

失去了曾經的擁有
在你離開以後
帶走了笑容　只留下寂寞
忘了幸福是什麼

沒有你的夜特別的漆黑
只能閉上雙眼去感覺
沒有我的夜　誰在你身邊
代替了那個從前

能不能再聽一次你說愛我
回到還在你懷裡的時候
能不能讓我　再一次擁有
曾屬於我的溫柔

能不能讓我　再一次擁有
曾屬於我的溫柔

its so nice. yet so sad.

我不能夠再一次擁有，因為我不曾擁有過。。。





choir. i was quite pissed just before sectionals. but well. its all over. SMILES =)
combines was BAD. they had this 2-4 person thingy singing tanonaka that jap song. i was freaking PITCHY. my heart was like thumping damn quickly. nervous to the max! totally lost control of the pitch lar. gosh. horrible. nevermind.
then it was studying at the airport. bleh. i had this feeling of gonna puke again. nauseous. but i went to the toilet like what 3 times? nothing came out of my mouth. its like its empty but something wants to come out. bleh. horrible feeling. reminded me of the last night at melaka. haha. bad experience. then it was me feeling freaking cold. so i went out of the airport. and sat there. and stoned. for like damn long. its warmer there lar. but still a little cold. yup. then home sweet home. =)=)=)

so near yet so far.
hurts.
i don't know.
i only know my heart hurts alot. alot.





hhahahahahs
lol
go take a look at wayne's latest post.
Power Rangers! hahs
GOGO POWER RANGERS!
i'm pink ranger!! =)=)=)

fred got my favourite softtoy correct! hahs. my test is super easy lar. congrats to fred. but sorry. haha. i only scored 10 for his. =Pp

just came back from the airport. quite unproductive lar. lol. i seriously have to start studying man. gosh. this sucks. well. JIAYOU JIA LING! =)






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i saw this at cathay starbucks sometime ago. someone wrote it on a piece of tissue paper. " THERE'S NO TOMORROW UNTIL IT SHOWS UP"

i feel better.
thanks.
listening to ONCE ON THIS ISLAND soundtrack. YEAH! debbie finally found it. its the last piece, so i'll just have to put it my com. =( but YEAH!still get to listen to the nice songs and music!! =)=)=)





i hate to be alone.
or shall i say, i hate to be LEFT alone.
i'm just too dependent on my friends.
i expect too much from them.
it makes me sad. makes me cry.
now i feel it again.
like the start of the year.
i feel that my friends are distancing away from me.
again.
i'm being too sensitive again.
but i just can't help it.
i'm sorry.
i still have not grown that mature yet, what i've promised.


i'm confused.
you give me hope.
then let me fall.

sadsad.





went to study at the airport with nova, jing jie, wayne and rayrin. ohkay. not exactly very productive or unproductive.
then went to eat at the "round market" hahs. at tampines.
i finally know how to deposit money le! hahs. yeepS!


i'm sensitive.
i'm hurt.
bad.





i'm just freaking tired. freaking pissed. freaking painful. damn giddy. i'm falling sick i realised. and wayne is asking me to go study with them. bleh. don't feel like studying out. cause i have yet to pack my files, notes, tutorials. damn screwed. seriously. i just feel like quitting school and go to some place to take musical theatre or something. but. due to parental restrictions. bleh. cannot. whatever. i'm blabbering nonsense. my mind is not clear now. giddiness.





yeah! 2JT bbq was damn fun!not VERY fun lar. but quite? hahs. ate, talked, took photos. we barbequed at benben's house's backyard. hahs. his dog is huge. damn huge. and scary when its walking. but quite cute when it sits or lie down. hahs. funfun! then took a few photos. i miss my secondary school friends alot alot. i love my sec 2 class. =)=)=)
had choir in the afternoon. we took 13 to school from siglap. with novabelle wayne and a few others. hahs. when we were at the busstop, "smart" novabelle realised she left her phone on the bus. so her and wayne took a cabbie to go chase the bus. hahs. and me. i was left alone to take bus 36 and helped them carry their belongings. hahs.
going for SACO concert on monday. with my sec school friends!! yeah!! =)=)=) HAPPY!





my gastric's painful. shit. its damn pain.
just came back from strings concert. wow. this elizabeth person. i think is the concert mistress arh. her violin skills are great. her solo was damn good. haha. yup.
can't wait for tomorrow's 2JT class barbeque! yeeps! i love my sec school mates! hahs.



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