Hey, ohh, let me tell you no.
Oh baby.
Trying to decide, trying to decide if I, really wanna go out tonight.
I never use to go out without you, I'm not sure I remember how to.
I'm gonna be late gonna be late but, all my girls gonna have to wait cause, I don't know if I like my outfit.
I tried everything in my closet.

Nothing feels right when I'm not with you, sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos.
Taking them off cause I feel a fool, trying to dress up when I'm missing you.
Ima step out of this lingerie, curl up in a ball with something Hanes.
In that I lay, with nothing but your t-shirt on.
Oh, with nothing but your t-shirt on.

Hey, gotta be strong gotta be strong but I'm, really hurting now that you're gone.
I thought maybe I'd do some shopping, but I didn't get past the door and, now I don't know now I don't know if I'm, ever really gonna let you go and I, couldnt even leave my appartment.
I'm stripped down torn up about it.

Trying to decide, trying to decide if I, really wanna go out tonight.
I couldn't even leave my appartment, I'm stripped down torn up about it.

Nothing feels right when I'm not with you, sick of this dress and these jimmy choos.
Taking them off cause I feel a fool, trying to dress up when I'm missing you.
Ima step out of this lingerie, curl up in a ball with something hanes.
In that I lay.

Hey hey, nothing feels right when I'm not with you.
Sick of this dress and these jimmy choos.
Taking them off cause I feel a fool, trying to dress up when I'm mising you.
Ima step out of this lengerie, curl up in a ball with something hanes.
In that I lay, with nothing but your t-shirt on.
In nothing but your t-shirt on,
In nothing but your t-shirt on.



JIA LING =D
I’m from the Victoria Junior College Choir. Was from Chung Cheng High and Maha Bodhi School. Music is my life and I love strawberries.






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MOO! YOU ARE THE CHILDISH ONE!!!!
haha.

i went to eat seafood today with my parents.
haha.
LOL.
cause my mum had to spend away the $50 voucher which was going to expire soon.
yumyum!
but not exactly really delicious.


Jumbo.


this is the crabby. haha. lol. it looks disgusting in the photo. haha. my dad and i are not supposed to eat spicy food cause we're sick. but. haha. ... i'm eating my disgusting medicine now!

ohh.
i finally realised yesterday night that HURT by christina aguilera was written for a dad. not for a lover or something.
zomg.
but i still love it!

Hurt - Christina Aguilera

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss
You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that
I've missed you since you've been away

Oh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line to try to turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself

By hurting you


super nice and hard to sing song.
i cracked while trying to hit the notes with my real voice.
haha.





i've been reminded about the past alot recently.
like wayne's recent post.
they are lucky. triplets again!
novabelle reminded me about last time.
i felt a heartache.
i just so wish i can return to the past.
times spent with the year 2s.
no studying.
just plain enjoying myself and singing.
it was great then, when i didnt have so much thoughts bothering me.
i know that period of time can never repeat itself anymore.
so it'll always be kept in my memory bank.
together with all the math and chem equations=Pp.
thank you all for giving me such fond memories.
at least something good is that i'm beginning to adapt to the environment i'm in now.
i know its a lil late but at least im trying =)
cherish.

i have a confession to make.
i like someone.
but it seriously hurts.

.strawberries.





updating on recent activities.
sat. went back to school to watch keely after choir.
yay!
she won first among the girls. =)
she didnt win shawn though.
but yup. she did very well le.
haha.
in school there was this lucky draw thingy.
yay!
we won an adidas jersey, $10 starbucks voucher.
and. ...
A BIKE!
woohoo!
its in the choir room now.
haha.
and omg.
wayne rr and i left school at about 12+ 1?
haha.
LOL.
zomg.
there was like no one in school and the gates were locked.
we climbed the side gate!
WOOHOO!
its like the first time i've climbed a school gate in my life.
haha.
yay!.


us with the ties we found in the choir room closet.


PPG!


triplets!


jersey and starbucks voucher we won.


choir BIKE! thankyou HOUSE COMM for donating the bike back! woohoo!


US.

ohkay.
then there was sunday.
as usual had bio tuition in the morning.
went home after that and i was supposed to be mugging after lunch.
but i switched on the teevee and oh shit.
i watched chn 55 till the time i was supposed to bathe before heading to esplanade.
and yes.
esplanade.
VC's concert.
its like LOL. cause we only had to sing 2 songs.
then we could leave.
cause they singing a diff version of no man.
so yup.
as usual, went to gluton's bay.
ate and went roof terrace.
reached home at about 12+
and i totally didnt mug.
cause of some stupid reason.
cause my laptop batt left only 36% what.
so i was thinking use untll finish lor.
so i chat with dot online till like 2+
LOL.


haha. us. ohkay. fine i know i'm short. haha.


me piggybacking mummy. someone please tell me a way to make it right. rotating doesnt help!


i like this picture alot! haha.


haha. the BIMBOs. LOL.


me and mummy in the empty dressing room. =)


gluton's bay.

then school today.
year 2s had GP.
i guess that's all.


ohmyohmyohmy.
i need someone to talk to.





.i wished you would look more at me.

i'll update more tomorrow!
damn tired.





i'm like still sick.
this morning when i stepped into the choir room and the moment i opened my mouth, shuwei was like. "how come your voice so low?"
so yup.
i was still thinking if my voice recovers soon i can still make it for the ntuc performance.
but i doubt i can.
now i just wish it recovers by sunday.
at least i can't perform for ntuc, must try and sing for VC's concert.
and my mum's like nagging at me.
asking me to rest early and stuff.
the doctor lar.
said that if i don't rest well enough.
i might get heart problems.
and recently, every time my throats get irritated, i start to cough super badly.
and a few times i wanted to puke but can't.
and i just did.
yeah man.

SORRY people!
for the last minute back out of the performance.
i don't wanna spoil it.

i still have to mug though.
sians.





HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIANYONG!

woohoo.

anyway.
chem lect test was horrible.
to think that i ponned 2 lectures to study for it.
shouldnt have.
those studying were useless.
and i finally went to see the chinese sinsei.
gave me some disgusting powdered medicine and told me to go back 3 days later.

then off we go celebrating for xianyong's birthday.
haha.
we hid at the highest level of PP.
and we sang him a birthday song across the "gap"? haha.
dont really know how to described. =Pp.
and i got emo.
gosh.
all thanks to nova.
not really emo lar.
but she made me think about the past.
it was like yesterday when they celebrated my advanced birthday at cathay starbucks.
although it was just one small slice of cake. i was still really touched cause i just got to know them better.
and i still remembered how they bluffed me that the cake was low fat so that i would eat it quickly.
and i miss talking to wanting on the phone.
and how they bluffed me that appeals had to go for audition if not cannot join choir.
and how i cried when i totally believed it.
and how we sang our hearts out when we stayed over at dawn's house.
and many many other things.
i just can't help but to tear whenever i think of these stuff.
it'll always be kept in my heart. =)

danny said.
friends come and go.
it is hard to find a friend who contributes into the relationship as much as you do.
i really hope i'll find one.
i thought i did.
but apparently it isnt the case.
i think.
after so long.
i still do not understand how that one person feels.
i just so wish i did.
so i won't hurt myself by this one-sided-assumed-goodfriend-relationship.
bleh. i'm such a selfish girl.
but well.
in my heart.
you're still a really close friend ya?
cause you had always been there for me.=)

i've just learnt something new today.
woohoO!
cheerios.

ling wishes to find one close friend who will always forever be there for me.

.maturing.





i'm like at home NOW.
which is like considered super early liao.
i felt totally unwell today.
zomg.
at first i had headache.
so i didnt go for econs lecture.
then the head ache got worst.
pain till like i was tearing.
then i felt like puking.
so i went to the toilet.
and ewwwww.
i puked.
disgusting.
i was in a horrible state.
then lucky mummy had panadol.
i felt much better after that.
THANKYOU!!
i SLEPT in econs tutorial.
then i didnt go for bio lect and chinese.
i didnt go home straight though.
haha.
for some reason.
i took 31 home and guess what.
haha.
i saw ZHIHAO.
haha.
with someone.
woohoo! .
she's so lucky.
he sending her home cause she's feeling unwell.
HOW COME I DONT HAVE?
haha.
the world is so unfair.
dont even have a nice friend who stays near me and is willing to send me home when i'm sick lor.
sians.
haha.
lucky girl.
since when did zhihao became so nice one?
haha. like zhaopei asked.
LOL.
so here i am.
lonely little girl.
sickly at home.
and still have to study for chem lecture test.
=(
and my parents will be home late.
sadness.


distancing away again.
haha. i feel.
bleh.
learn to love the one you love loves.


i need a hug.
at least a patt on the head.
someone to rely on everytime. =)





I LOVE SECRET!
woohoo!
went to watch secret with dot just now!
its really my kind of show.
zomg.
i think its damn sad lar.
then the front part is super sweet.
and LAO PO! xiaohua!
its totally what you will do to me.
the poking face thingy.
hahaha.
LOL.
when i saw that i immediately thought of my LAO PO.
haha.
i still havent got my running shoes yet.
i dont know which one to get lar.
i think i'll just ask the pe teacher to help me get. LOL.
and i want my fourskins BAG!
sian.
i hope i find a nicer one soon.
and yeah!
i got a cleaning cloth for my screen.
24.90.
i'm gonna get the silicon cover soon.
woohoo!
and today is like pIGGING DAY.
i think i spent like 50+ on food.
LOL.
ate billy bombers for lunch and NYDC for dinner. LOL.


I LOVE YOU GIRLS! woohoo! ^^





hahaha
FIREWORKS!
woohoo!
today is choir day.
had choir.
lol.
i don't really like to stand back row corner.
cause i can't really hear anything.
have to sort of strain my ears to hear someone from the same section except my dear pao.
i miss standing with mummy!
ohkay. haha. lol.
doesnt really matter lar.
but yup!
went to donuts again!
LOL.
its like at the chung cheng busstop! .
nice!
so i went to meet dot while the rest went to the donut shop first.
haha.
lol.
then i totally got super high cause i ate STRAWBERRYdonuts!
WOOHOO!
we wanted to go fred's house study before going to watch fireworks.
but we decided not to since its a lil too late.
so...
we went SOUPSPOON!
ahha!
one of my favourites!
we saw the 881 actresses there.
haha.
lol.
then we went to esplanade there.
the place we watched the fireworks yesterday.
i saw deborah and priscilla.
HM people were having class gathering!
haha. lol.
SO COOL!
GR or JT people! LETS HAVE CLASS GATHERING TOO!
the fireworks today are nice too!
according to fred. he thinks today's better.
but i dont think so leh.
i think yesterday one more spectacular.
today's one more colourful though.
and much more smokey.
haha.
but yup!
FIREWORKS are nice!
oh. and we saw jeremy just now. the jeremy from ODP. haha.

pictures! not alot from my cam.
i'll upload more when i get them from ching jieh and fred.


woohoo! US.


me and ching jieh! woohoo!


me and rr!


me and fweddy!


zomg. although the photo's sort of like inverted, but can still see wayne's face is like transparent! woohoo! can see the background lightings lor. haha.


priscilla me and debs! long time neh see them liao! woohoo! MISS MR LAI SO MUCH!


xian yong and me!


me and mingming!


daddy acting hiphop? with fred looking so blur. haha. LOL.


woohoo. xianjun and me then xianyong "popped' in. LOL.


woohoo! US.


woohoo. danny's artistic shot! LOL.


US. nice! CHINGJIEH'S shots nicer!


on the bus home.


artistic shot. haha. LOL.


i want more fireworks in my life! woohoo! ENCORE! haha.
excited about tomorrow! woohoo!





this is like my 100th post!
woohoo!
CELEBRATE!

but.
sadness.
mock spa was horrible.
and i was sick in the afternoon.
so i told mr chua i had to go to the sickbay.
and i slept there for an hour plus.
chinese test.
bio remedial.
tired.
i helped a lil lil lil bit with bass cleanup of choir room.
haha.
i dusted the pillows!
and i cleaned the table.
and i cleaned the charger.
haha.
LOL.
then went thaipan.
zomg.
damn long never go thaipan le!
think of first three months.
haha.
then went to watch FIREWORKS with rr.
the fireworks this time is damn damn nice!
so so so much nicer than the national day one!
haha.
i think p.L.a.y people who had dance lessons at 801 must have had a great view.
but from esplanade and watching it outdoors is like a totally different experience.
i can just feel the impact and like the sparks are coming towards me.
woohoo!
and there are these heart shaped ones.
zomg.
soooo nice!
i would want to watch fireworks together with someone i like.
woohoo!
i'll go watch with my husband or boyfriend next time!
if i'll have one.
zomg.
fireworks give me the feeling of happiness.
gives me a warm warm feeling in my heart.
and it really makes me smile when i look at fireworks.
amazing what it does to me.


NTUC building from the place i was viewing the fireworks! haha.


he thinks that he looks nicer in the angle. whatever. haha!


both tired? haha. LOL.


hiding behind the dirty pillows from choir room. haha. LOL.


a normal picture finally! haha.

going to watch fireworks again tomorrow! YEAH!

i love this song by carrie underwood. sherry sent it to me super long ago. it was for the Idols Give Back. but i've only just started really appreciating it. it makes me think of my friends, especially the really close ones. you guys know who you are. =) i dedicate this song to all my friends! and my future boyfriend? haha. if i'll have one. LOL. but yup. I LOVE ALL OF YOU GUYS!
its really a beautiful song. and i love carrie underwood!






this is like damn cool. these are the clappers from national day! haha. i have all colours! woohoo! this pic not nice cause yellow cant really see. =(


as you can see. haha. they are stuck to my window pane. LOL. but this picture is blur. LOL. i love them! its damn nice in the dark. =)


mummy and daddy with the pecifier balloon xianjun they all bought for her! nicenice!


PPG. see. i told you guys vertical one will become horizontal. haha. only have this pic of them.


i guess they took this photo when i went to withdraw money. haha.


birthday girl with the birthday cake! woohoo!


nice group photo!


strawberry mochi from the jap shop in PP! sians. they don't sell the nicenice pudding anymore! i'm damn sad! =(


xianyong and fred! they were supposed to take photos of us eating mochi!


woohoo! MOCHI! nicenice!


I LOVE STRAWBERRIES.

ohkay.
i'm not upset because you didnt tell me.
i'm jealous.
and i'm sort of upset cause even the rest know.
even though you didnt tell them.
and i thought i was one of your closer friends.
haha. LOL.
don't worry.
i'm fine.
just ranting.

i'm still confused.
how?
zomg.
this sucks once again.
I HATE THIS FEELING.

i miss choir with you guys.
drifted apart already i guess.
but i still love you guys alot alot.





Happy Birthday LIXUAN!!
i have to finish this post by 11.59.
so i can only upload the photos in a later post cause it'll take quite long.
mummy i'm sure you're happy today.
haha.
LOVE you forever !





its a horrible day.
well body jamming was fun.
and the lunch time performance was quite fine.
wasnt as bad as i expected.
but its just a horrible day.
and mummy knows why.

i'm damn smart lar.
i left my handphone in LT4.
lucky i was on the bus with jian may and yenyen.
if not die liao.
tmr go dunno still there not.
thanks wayne!


i feel the way i feel before.
and its muchmuchmuch more painful.
i just feel like dying.
but don't worry.
i won't.
i'm scared of pain.
i'm not suicidal.

i hate it now.
i wanna go back to secondary school.
the way we play and play like mad.
go shane's house to drum, study, play with latte.
go out with zp dot gh lik gw etc etc like no one else's business.
go kbox and sakura with shining etc.
having tuition with dot and jane(when i fell asleep for the first time in chem tuition because i drank milk)
having fun in choir singing crazily.
pool with lik jk sl etc.
i just loved it.

i hate myself now.
i feel like a bitch.
maybe i'm one in some people's eyes.
haha.





zomg.
i'm like outside the choir room now.
haha.
lol.
all because of that shitty PW .
why why why? PW?
ewwwwwww.
and lucky MooMoo recieved that transcript.
if not i'll be the one's who will be killed by the rest.
haha.
woohoo.
and i swear i'm so gonna get clean-up stuff from the macshop at cineleisure.
my screen is like full of fingerprints. (exaggerating) =Pp
and the keyboard's a lil dirty.
blehblehbleh.
i wish i'm rich.
so i can pamper my macbook alot alot.
haha.

I WISH. I WISH.

ooh.
and anyway.
van said something hilarious yesterday.
and moo and ger knows why.
hahaha.
=Pp





photos from National Day!
woohoo!


the nice nice view from padang. empty field. i was there at about 9.35am.


our holding room at singapore recreational club. nicenice! its a lounge. haha. oops. the photo's horizontl. lol.


my hair done by jeremiah! haha. and stars sprayed by bino!


Bino and I! he did the stars on my hair! haha.


"neighbour" serene!! haha.


me and raymond!


Clarice and me!


Fauziah and me. she has this super cool plaited hair. she did it on her recent trip to phuket.



me and freddy!


me and cindy!


robin and i! haha. he has shaky hands! =Pp


marj and me! thanks for the lift home last week!


me and pheobe!!! woohoo!


daniel and me. oops. its the only photo we have together. =(


steve and i. =) fellow VJ-cian. haha. he was from vj. =Pp


me and alex! haha! he was from Vj too!!


me and jeremiah! thanks for everything!


I and Darren! CJ guy! you are darren alright. haha. i remember and i have a good memory for names and faces! post musial party! lol.


me and my dear DEBBIE!!!


the whole group performing for national day at the padang! funny pose!


zomg. this is like the underpass from raffles place mrt to 1 marina boulevard. we have visited it for like months and i think its the first time there's so many people there! zomg! and robin said it might be the first time the 7-11 there has so much business. haha. there was actually a queue!


rayrin and me! its like the first time in 123857years that we went home together. lol. we met at city hall after i finished ntuc stuff. haha.

this is from yesterday! we went fred's house to study. =) well.
haha.
i didnt do alot of work.
but lao shi should be proud.
cause i finished my zuo ye!
woots!
we decided to go watch movie.
but there wasnt any available time slots.
lol.
so we didnt.
went to eat, arcade and gelare.
and i saw TIFEN's piece of shit at PS!
hahahaha. mehhhhhhhh.


dot says this photo looks emo. hmm. at fred's condo's studyroom.


finally i've seen cookie! super cute! like a furball! haha.


looks like its yawning! haha.


cookie's cute. =)


ohkay. this is like random. photo of part of our S36 senior class at national day celebration! haha.

i was suppose to finish this post yesterday.
but i figured it was too late.
haha.
lol.
too many photos to upload. =Pp

today is eating day.
we ate like katong laksa and donuts!
i love strawberry donuts!!!! =)=)=)


i'm not as pure and as innocent everyone thinks i am.
i do get suspicious of stuff going on around me.
and i get angry.
really.
and i'm super sensitive.
i just got hurt.



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