Hey, ohh, let me tell you no.
Oh baby.
Trying to decide, trying to decide if I, really wanna go out tonight.
I never use to go out without you, I'm not sure I remember how to.
I'm gonna be late gonna be late but, all my girls gonna have to wait cause, I don't know if I like my outfit.
I tried everything in my closet.

Nothing feels right when I'm not with you, sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos.
Taking them off cause I feel a fool, trying to dress up when I'm missing you.
Ima step out of this lingerie, curl up in a ball with something Hanes.
In that I lay, with nothing but your t-shirt on.
Oh, with nothing but your t-shirt on.

Hey, gotta be strong gotta be strong but I'm, really hurting now that you're gone.
I thought maybe I'd do some shopping, but I didn't get past the door and, now I don't know now I don't know if I'm, ever really gonna let you go and I, couldnt even leave my appartment.
I'm stripped down torn up about it.

Trying to decide, trying to decide if I, really wanna go out tonight.
I couldn't even leave my appartment, I'm stripped down torn up about it.

Nothing feels right when I'm not with you, sick of this dress and these jimmy choos.
Taking them off cause I feel a fool, trying to dress up when I'm missing you.
Ima step out of this lingerie, curl up in a ball with something hanes.
In that I lay.

Hey hey, nothing feels right when I'm not with you.
Sick of this dress and these jimmy choos.
Taking them off cause I feel a fool, trying to dress up when I'm mising you.
Ima step out of this lengerie, curl up in a ball with something hanes.
In that I lay, with nothing but your t-shirt on.
In nothing but your t-shirt on,
In nothing but your t-shirt on.



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i'm at home.
and i totally forgot that i told my piano teacher not to come until after PW.
haha.
LOL.
sians. zzz.
i'm like super free tomorrow.
cause there's no PW.
no nothing.
so feel free to ask me out.
haha. LOL
ohkay.
went to taka with moomoo and ger just now.
we went to get moo's mum's birthday prezzie.
and she got her this pair of earrings from TIFFANY.
i personally think its ohkay lar.
fringe tassel earrings. 6cm. rose gold.
i think it'll look good on her mum.
yup.
so it costs like $2200. and Moo paid in cash.
so they didn't have enough change so we had to wait for them to bring down like 16 $50 notes.
haha.
it was quite funny.
LOL.
but i still love TIFFANY's charm bracelets.
then we went KINO and BORDERS.
yup.
sians.
i wanted to get this thingy from BORDERS but its out of stock.
well.
i'll just have to wait.

anyway.
parents will be away on16,17, 18.
so.
SLEEPOVERS!
woohoo!
yeah!





sianz...
tomorrow's chinese and i haven't even studied for it.
just came back from MPH BOOKFAIR!
woohoo!
went with lix.
we picked out 22 books lar.
in the end i bought 6.
total i spent like $42.
haha.
yeah!
mummy bought 3 in the end.
haha.


you take the initiative and i'll say yes. =)





ohkay ohkay.
i'm like home early today.
cause my mum wanted me to.
she wanted me to.
cause i reached home late yesterday night.
haha.
wellwell.
yesterday was a fun day!
boring part: i had chinese then PW in the morning.
after which i forced moo to go to town with me to get kaixin's birthday present.
and ahhah.


kaixin probably won't see it but here is her birthday present. a tamagochi! moo's idea. haha. LOL. her birthday's about an hour and a half later. haha. HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAIXIN!! =)

ohkay.
and so she left me alone cause she wants to go home to tv.
haha.
and we took a cab from paragon to taka.
LOL.
i went art friend to look for some inspiration and woohoo. i saw LORNA.
then was kino.
zomg.
i saw freaking alot of books i wanna read. gosh.
then i finished "for one more day" while waiting for shaun.
walked around.
had dinner.
continues walking around and talking.
more walking around and talking.
haha.
then finally.
cheryl finished work.
and yeah! cause swensen's was full, so we went SHERATON TOWERS.
its like super long never go to sheraton le lar.
zomg.
its like so comfy like last time.
and yumyum.
ate hell lot.


some petite caramel custard pudding! nicenice! then the strawberries i "stole" from the crembule.strawberries!


some fruit tea jelly thingy which tastes like strawberry-flavoured jello. yumyum. i ate 3 please. haha. nicenice! they had a blueberry and slices of strawberries on top.


cheryl's crab meat fried rice which had quite alot of chilly padi. yumyum.


the nice nice waterfall. can see the hotel from the reflection on the glass. haha. LOL.


super yum mudpie! damn nice! yumyumyum! =)

and so.
the day ended with my mum calling me, screaming at me on the phone.
so i had to cab home.
sian diao.
but its a fun day!
^^




found this on one of the tables in one of our classroom.
its damn nice.
it came with the words:

"where are we going?"
"I don't know. I thought you knew."
"No. I don't know. Maybe he knows."
"No. He definitely doesn't know."
PAUSE
"Maybe no one knows."
PAUSE
"Oh well. I hope its nice when we get there."


i'm currently reading a book "GROTESQUE"





yes.
he found me.
he picked me up from misery unknowingly.
and yeah.
he is concerned. =) =)
i like him.

and HIM is not YOU.
i'm happy.





i'm at moo's house.
sian diao.
my laptop can't connect to the net so i'm TIFEN's lappy.
sian diao.
pw.
i hope it'll be over soon.
and chinese.
i need time to concentrate on my Rs.
and.
i wanna go there.
where i thought he found me.
haha.
bleh.
i think i misunderstood.
but who cares? hahaha.
.love.





i'm at home.
alone.
on a saturday afternoon.
zomg.
its like the first time in 144902858824 years i'm not out on saturdays lar.
siandiao.
ohkay. i may sound desperate.
but. SOMEONE.
please ask me out!
haha.
whatever.

you found me.
and i like you.





i'm sitting outside thaipan now.
i'm so sorry guys.
i know i shouldn't look so sad but yeah.
can't bear to make the atmosphere any worse and don't want you guys to see my tearing face.
i know its really bad of me to give such a black face but yeah.
today's a really bad day.
really really bad day.
tifen and moomoo's company made me forget about PW totally but when they left, it was total madness.
all the thoughts just came back.
EVERYTHING.
made me more stress and all.
yup.
i should've just stayed in school and wait for my dad to pick me up.
bleh.
i was too naive lar. i thought i would feel happier later but NO.
i didn't.
so sorry guys for looking so pissed, angry and moody.
no i'm not emo and i'm not angry for waiting so long.
yup. it's not anyone's fault.

and DOT. you are correct.
i just can't do those front line work cause its really quite hard for me to you know what i mean.
i guess i'm really tired and stressed.
no more stamina already.
someone help me please.
i wish someone will pull me out of this whatever.


i like me crush no more i think.
i THINK i'm quite certain.


i'm not suicidal.


ohkay.
shit.
i'm like waiting for my dad and my stomach's hurting again.
oh.
and i shouted the F word just now and i bet no one heard.
its the first time in more than a year.
imagine how "arghhed" i was.

sorry mummy.
your book's spoilt.
water spilled in my bag.

i'm like using some open network to blog.
i think its illegal.
and yup.
after blogging i'm feeling better.
really helps relief stress i guess.
it was wenlin's idea i remember.
she suggested that i started blogging in April. =)






i lost my temper.
stress i guess.
sorry guys.
but please please NEVER talk behind my back.
i really HATE it.


i wish i can be a kid forever.
shaun said that there's always a kid in everyone of us.
and we are only considered old when we die or when we think we are old.
but after much thought.
i think that its the reality of life which binds us up.
when we age, its expected of us to act mature and all.
we sort of may not be accepted in the society if we remain a child FOREVER eh?
its people's view we care about and no one would want to be outcasted.
imagine a 40 year old person being childish all the time.
its the fixed perspective people can't change i guess.
well, that's how miserable life is.

i don't wanna grow up.

i want a shelter.
this person whom i can go to anytime to escape from every other thing that bothers me.
shelter who will accept who i am.
won't mind me whining.
let me be the kid i wanna be always.
listens to all my rants.
buys strawberries for me.
makes me feel at ease.
laughs at my lame jokes.
makes me laugh.

hahahaha.
i wish. i hope.





you're always near.
but i never dare to shout out your name.

i don't understand my emotions.
i never do.

my heart aches.
cause i miss you.





you know what.
I HATE PW.
its making me stressed, tired and whatever shit.
i just hate it.
it's even depriving me of the time to hang out with my friends.
i'm supposed to be at dot's house now anticipating for our NIGHT SAFARI trip.
but here i am, at yong cheng's house doing bloody PW.
sian diao lar.
zomg.
I HATE PW.





YEAH!
sunday! 7th OCtober!
it was like one of the best days in this few months!
i met up with CHERYL, CLARIS, HUIMIN, SHAUN and SEBAS!
haha. i totally miss you girls ALOT ALOT ALOT!
like one year plus never see each other liao lar, except huimin. haha.
yeah!
morning was torturous.
i went for bio tuition, then PW at BISHAN.
then it was ORCHARD WITH THEM! woohoo!
miss them ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT!
i had total fun!


cheryl and i!


claris, me and huimin.


huimin and i.


four of us.


Claris and I.


me and shaun. he looks a lil weird in this photo. =X hehehe.

after coffee club at taka feeling satisfied with my strawberry milkshake, we went to cine.
ahhaha! NEOPRINTS!
i felt like i haven't took neoprints for 28375902 years already.
it was fun to the max! =D
pictures at the neoprint shop:






after neoprints, huimin and claris decided to go home.
stupid huimin, leave me alone to go home by myself.
haha.
four of us went for dinner and to watch movie!
watched NAnny Diaries!
it was quite funny and nice but not those type i would spend money to go for a 2nd time, so sorry mongzi.


unglam pic of cheryl.


shaun. hahaha.


health benefits of Olive Oil. hahahahaha. its from the shope we went to lar. at basement of cine. its this BBQ chicken, korean restaurant thingy. and they play videos of RAIN's concert. LOL.


DINNER. the rice sucked. but chicken was damn nice. its like KFC but much nicer! =) yum.

i HAD A tOTAL fun time! GO OUT AGAIN! MORE MORE MORE! =D





ohkay.
blogger finally works for me.
i've been trying to upload pictures but totally unsuccessful.
haha.
UPDATES!
like woohoo!
ALOT!


ahha. the extremely expensive melon. i know its imported from japan lar. but who would bear to eat a near $100 melon? zomg. yup! although it sells expensive melons, i still love this place! the japanese supermarket at liang court! it sells my favourite PUDDING! yeah!

Had sleepover at Lix's house.
we O2 jammed till like 3+ am.
then me and mummy watched Silent Hill.
haha. quite stupid lar. and quite gross.
then we continued watching Flushed Away.
we totally fell asleep.
and guess what.
when we woke up, we asked each other which was the last scene we saw.
"THE FrOg" hahaha.
we fell asleep at the same part lar! haha.
then we watched X-men 3 after we woke up. haha.
cool lor. movies movies and more movies. =D
i didn't go home after that. me and mummy went to AMK hub to shop.
there's quite alot of things there actually.
spent quite alot. =X
and zomg. super sinful.
Buffet at night at sakura @ tampines SAFRA.


MUMMY! haha. the super cute pencils we bought for each of POWER. Each one represents them. haha. =D

it was farewell assembly on 5th October.
seniors have officially graduated from our school and i know i'll miss them super alot.
Those times are already banked inside my memory bank.
i'll never forget the wonderful times we spent together and the great experience in VJ choir with you guys.
a big THANK YOU to all! LOVE. =)


me fred and pingping.


me and shixuan advertising for our school. haha.


ah han ah! hhaha. lol. stop calling me ah long! guitar pres!


juitz and i. =)


me and CHARLIE with his forver evil-looking smile. haha.


bhb and i. MY OGL forever! jason hoon!


me and shuwei! SOP SL! i'll keep you miiiiimiiiii lar. haha. thank you so much for everything!


ahhha. look totally twit-tish. haha.


me and evonnieeeee! where's my strawberry jelly?!? hahahaha.


my eucalyptus TREEEE!!! LOVE YA LOADS! =)


me and elroy.


HErissa! haha. and i'm yia ling. hahahha. both of us have german names! and i love ICE CREAM! =)


me and my dear DA BI!! I LOVE YOU ALWAYS! =D


we stayed back to help do the open house souvenirs! postcards. haha.


the S-cube thing! hhaa. AL came! he was like super late lar! haha. but oh wells. i guess it went quite smoothly? i didn't really get a chance to catch up with him cause firstly he was late, secondly, the Q and A session totally held me up and FESHAL had to leave already. sian diao.

went CENTRAL after everything.
wanted to go settlers but it was full.
bleh.


IAN's first time eating pepper lunch! applause!!!


US. lol. we asked this passer by to help us take the pic but it was in video mode. haha. i was quite embarrassed. =X


NICe flower =D this guy was distribting flowers to females. its a protect women against AIDs campaign. there was a tag attached to the flower stalk reading " a woman is in bloom, when she is in charge" i don't really understand though. oh wells. the flower's still alive in my room. =)

then the next day was OPEN HOUSE!
WILD WILD EAST! =D
it was quite a blast but last year was much much better.
i remembered last year when i stepped into the school compound, it was already like 1 plus or 2 plus pm and it was going to end.
but the atmosphere was still there and there were still many people!
and the mass dance was super enthusiastic.
but this year, there wasn't as many peopl.
even Victorians are not participating in mass dance anymore.
well i did.
i had quite alot of fun dancing even though i don't know the steps. haha.


gabriel cheow posing infront of the choir booth. i took the photo lar! he like suspected and accused me of zooming and just taking the banner. bleh.


heli me and fran! he lilililililililiililililili! and fwanny! LoVE!


heli xianyong and fwanny!


jerrold and i! i want KTV! =D


mingming and i! haha. i like the light effect. =D

after open house we went kbox.
mongziii went home first.
sian diao.
but kbox was quite fun.
hahaha.
i like danced with mummy and we made alot alot alot of stupid actions! haha.
HUOHUOHUOHUOHUOHUOHUOHUO!


US at the huge room in marina square kbox. its like the VIP room. haha. =D



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