Thursday, October 18, 2007
i'm sitting outside thaipan now.
i'm so sorry guys.
i know i shouldn't look so sad but yeah.
can't bear to make the atmosphere any worse and don't want you guys to see my tearing face.
i know its really bad of me to give such a black face but yeah.
today's a really bad day.
really really bad day.
tifen and moomoo's company made me forget about PW totally but when they left, it was total madness.
all the thoughts just came back.
EVERYTHING.
made me more stress and all.
yup.
i should've just stayed in school and wait for my dad to pick me up.
bleh.
i was too naive lar. i thought i would feel happier later but NO.
i didn't.
so sorry guys for looking so pissed, angry and moody.
no i'm not emo and i'm not angry for waiting so long.
yup. it's not anyone's fault.
and DOT. you are correct.
i just can't do those front line work cause its really quite hard for me to you know what i mean.
i guess i'm really tired and stressed.
no more stamina already.
someone help me please.
i wish someone will pull me out of this whatever.
i like me crush no more i think.
i THINK i'm quite certain.
i'm not suicidal.
ohkay.
shit.
i'm like waiting for my dad and my stomach's hurting again.
oh.
and i shouted the F word just now and i bet no one heard.
its the first time in more than a year.
imagine how "arghhed" i was.
sorry mummy.
your book's spoilt.
water spilled in my bag.
i'm like using some open network to blog.
i think its illegal.
and yup.
after blogging i'm feeling better.
really helps relief stress i guess.
it was wenlin's idea i remember.
she suggested that i started blogging in April. =)
I wore your T-shirt @ 7:08 PM
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