Tuesday, December 11, 2007
i'm like totally stressed out.
i guess i just can't cope with every single thing now.
3Re-papers.
supposed to have 4 but i dropped econs to H1.
my parents are worried shit and EVERY DAY.
they are screaming at me.
please study.
even on the phone, they shout at me.
and every night when i'm out, they call me many times to check if i'm really on my way home to study.
and when they hear that there's choir practice, they start screaming again.
they were NEVER like that.
i regretted not studying.
and i know its too late to say that, what i can do is just to study hard now.
but its hard for me to balance between choir and studies.
i didn't know it would be so serious.
just one practice and people are judging our level of committment.
what i can say is that i'm totally committed to the choir.
i know my notes well enough.
i may not have a good voice, i may go sharp or flat at times, i may be airy, sometimes i think that i just can't sing.
but please do not doubt my level of committment.
yup. i love vjchoir alot alot.
and so.
i was quite stressed over every single thing that was happening in my life.
something triggered me and i broke down.
once again. just like last time.
but this time. i felt much helpless.
friends come and go.
i wish i just had ONE friend who will stand by me forever and ever no matter what happens and what new friends he/she makes.
this is impossible i know.
its just a wish.
I wore your T-shirt @ 11:30 PM
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